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Painless pain,
It felt so numbed.

Ignore what i wrote above, it's rubbish ._.

Today was a fun and tiring day. : )
Headed to Factory outlet to shop.
Then headed to the peak, something happened and
im lazy to elaborate. Headed to the Wax museum and it's
so cool. Rated about 3 a quarter to 4 :)
Then after that ate some food and headed to the top.
Very cooling and breezy indeed.
And the scenery up there is super splendid and pretty. : )

Headed to more shoppings and got myself a skirt.
I was limbing all the way cause my leg was hurting and the
shoe is breaking ._. Lol.

K, shall end here i think.
Very interested about the self study stuffs : )
Haha! kkk, Nights. : )

Second day in Hongkong : )

Using brother lappy to blog again!
Early in the morning and it rained.
And the weather here is veryvery good you know!
Luv it so so much! Very windy and cooling!
Hahaha!

Headed to pray this early afternoon!
Prayed for happiness and next year studies! Haha!
Such a different kellybei right?
Bought myself stuffs!
A short, a legging, a hoodie, a heels/boots and 2 bags! :) :) :)
Made me really happy happy.
Kellybei is a happy girl.
Sis bought much stuff too!
Left 3 days and i will be back!

Kkkk, gonna go Pao Jiao now!
Miss me!
Ciaos people! Luvs : ) : ) : )

Happy happy Kelly :)

Heyheyhey! Im currently in Hongkong :)
Using my brother's lappy to blog.
Should thank him for being such a kind soul for lending me! :)

Left early in the morning at six. Only texted Yanling & J'bro.
Wanted to bring my Hp but in the end left it home.
So people, no worries and text me.
Text would be reply when im back you know.

Did nothing much but just shopping around.
Bought myself a Boyfriend Tee that cause $20 plusplus Singapore
money. Things here are cheap you know. Tee shirts at $10 plus plus.
Tank top at less than $8. Hahas!

Tmr would be heading to the temple to pray.
Then Tuesday would head to the Prada Factory outlet and Stuffs.
Am veyr excited about going to the peak to look at the night view there :)
Wednesday would be heading to Macau as the adults want to Gamble.
Me and sis would have plans on our own i guess.
Thurs would be last min shopping then Home-sweet-home :)
Reaching singapore at about 5 plusplus.

Friday and Mon would accompany Vvv and laogong to self study.
Missing those self study people!
And also Co, Yanling and J'bro : )
J'bro is in Genting now i guess.
Hope he would have a good time there and enjoy himself like me!

Kellybei is such a happy girl now.
Hopefully this mood and positive attitude continues.
Being Happy is what i have always wna be.
Bring happiness to people around me and myself.

Alright, me shall end here!
On the way to my Lala Land soon!!! : )
Sweet dreams my dear friends!
And takecare oh! Misses & Luvs :)

And when you send me that msg,
i felt the whole world turned into black..

And this time, you told me something that hurt me more.
Something i expected right from the starting,
Something i couldn't accept though,
Phone vibrated twice, and both aren't yours.
And i was still foolish enough to think your msg will come in,
No it wouldnt, everything have ended.

Bro texted me this :
"What's meant to be yours will be yours eventually"

I wanted to tell Bro so much he wouldn't returned anymore.
I wanted to tell Bro so much that girl won.
I wanted to tell Bro how much it's hurting me deep down,
Then i swallowed everything, and sad nothing.

Lollipop told me this in MSN:
"He accept her, ask him go bang wall"

I told Lollipop she isn't that bad.
I told Lollipop im the one with bad taste, liking him.
I told Lollipop im fine, im really fine.
But yet, my heart is hurting deep down,
But yet, i swallowed what i want to say again.

This time, i felt my heart got stabbed by someone.
I felt my heart slowly turning numb.
I wanted to someone to talk to, and realised there is noone.
Im really helpless, i just couldnt help to think where went wrong,
Thought about the past, thought how he much lies and excuses
he had said and i believed every single one of them.
Thought how much he used to be there, and now all gone.
Thought how i expected the truth would be, and now,
i really understood how my friends felt when whatever i said came true,
Now i hated all this i thought of, i hate how much im thinking.

I rather now we go back to quarrelling. I rather He hadnt brought she
to his house that day. I rather i was the one crying.
There's so much i rather i did so, but now, what is left to say?
Nothing right, Nothing can rewind to the past.
I hope you know what kind of girl she is, or maybe, to you,
she is perfectly alright. Or maybe, both of you are just the same kind of people.

I regret doing those stuff the past, regret i didnt told you how much
you meant to me, regret knowing you, regret everything.,
I thought all this was happy memories, and it turned out i couldnt
even find one happy memory with you.

Why did things turn out this way? How should i explain?
Should i just leave? Isnt this what we have been quarrelling all this while.,
Now you've got her, i can leave isnt it. Im no longer important.
I made you choose who was more important in the past.
You chose me, but now, i can say, she definitely more important.

I remember your back view when you are using the com,
I remember you sat beside me in the bus, the smell of you,
I remember how you slept in the bus, under the block.
I remember how you smiled, how you laughed, how you joked.
I remember how your eyes was blood shot, but you still accompanied me.
I remember how you sang me to sleep,
Now everything ended.

Boy, Give me the last chance to say goodbye before everything ends..

Kellybei wants to drink badly,
How i hope that when i wake up next morning, everything
is back to normal, but the fact is, it wouldnt ):

You returned for awhile, and left again..
Happy monthsary to Lil'girlfriend! (051209) :)
Happy advanced monthsary to Dearest (061209) :)


( Overdued pictures with Michellebei)

Caught something on facebook that made me smiled.
It's damn cute and damn lovelove you know :)
Im not gonna share what it is but its definitely Love :)
And because i saw that thing, i saw another thing that remind
me of the past, a past that i will never forget..
And continued seeing stuffs that made me laugh alot,

Continued to facebook hop and saw someone's facebook,
and i realised how much that person changed. It's been about
1 year since i saw that person, kinda of miss him/her.. :)
Like you know when i saw the photos and know you are so
happy now, im happy for you too :) Smiles!

And then, im tired of facebook and went bloghopping ._.

K, my eyes is irritating me many. And my fringe too.
Wanna go trim my bangs but not cut till like straight bangs.
Dont wna be like the royston yeoh like that!! Hahah!

Suddenly remember clique went out to celebrate J's birthday today.
Gave it a skip though he asked me whether i wna go.
Dont wna spoil his/their day with my bad mood and attitude yknow.
I know i've been giving them attitude these days.
I sincerely apologised to them. Sigh, why am i bringing everyone
unhappiness ):

Texted Noel'bro last night, and he cheered me up.
He thought i would do silly stuffs to hurt myself like drinking and cutting my wrist.
Though the thought did came through my mind, but no,
i would not return to that silly and stupid actions of mine, :)
And thanks bro for accompanying till i fell asleep, and accompanying me
while he's having a food poisoning. Hope he gets well soon. :)

Am awaiting the Co outing soon :)
With the girls: Anling, Athirah, Natalie, Jereen, Jiayu, Judith, Yiwei
and the guys : Bryan, Chuazheng, Clement, Junqiang.
And hopefully everyone turns up.
Noone is blamed for any others unhappiness yeah,
So please dont blame yourself. :)
Anyway, everyone is welcomed to come luh, (if no conflict)
But i think the above names mentioned, are the confirmed list of peeps going :)



(Overdued picture taken w Cheryl)

This was taken when we went to send Co off for their overseas trip.
Till now after listening their stories, i still didnt regret never going :)
Maybe i just missed another class gathering/ outing :( Ha.
Missed this girl here. She went off to China already.
Texted with Klaus last night and he's missing her so much :)
She's coming back on the tenth, the same date as me!


(Overdued picture taken outside Nic's house)

So much memories happened in just 2 days.
Nothing much to say. For your info, if you see anything,
it's not mine. Im just holding for my friend when Cheryl lee took
this really ugly picture of me >:/



(overdued photos of 25 & 26 Nov)


( #01: Letter to J's, #02: Random,#03: My blue nails :) )

And tada, Me!!!

(#01&03: Just taken! #02: Just woken up:/)

Kkk, Longlonglong post :/
Tmr flying off to Hongkong already. Same as J's.
He's going to genting tmr too :) A break for the me and him i guess :)
Need to really relax myself and enjoy life a lil :)
Im coming back on 10th, just in time for that asshole's birthday on 11th. :)
But im going for self-study on 11th. Guess i wouldnt meet him.
Study and rest on 12, 13th then heading to grandma's place on 14th.
15th heading to Genting with cousins and granmother.
Back on 17th :) remind me that Royston yeoh would be in genting from
15 to 17 too. Feel like fainting man. Last year december exactly the same
as him. This year again! Somemore he still ask me meet him in Genting
Thinking too much man him!!! Hahas.
Then on 18th got my Retest for Social Studies! Hopefull things will be good ah!
21 and 23 Ss Lecture by Santohk Singh i think. Gosh!

Alright, Whatever shit. Byebye peepos!

爱情总让人折磨
所以我们才选择 做比情人更好的朋友 :')

If you promised you would stay,
why you chose to left without a word in the end?



Was looking through my lead.com emails and i saw some
emails send by the teachers,
And apparently, Mrkok is donating $100 under the class of 3A
to the cambodia kids there :)
And then i chanced upon Ivanlee's email and saw this :

"To let go is painful, but not letting go is more painful.
To control your anger hurts you, but not controlling your anger hurts others.
To forgive is forgetting, and to forget is forgiving."

Y'know it kinda of touched my heart when i saw this? (Smiles!)

Headed to schl this morning with a not really happy mood.
Went over to Vvv's house then met up with Jiayu.
Headed to schl and settled down for self-studies.
Am glad the guys there cheered me up with their stupid and silly acts :)
Dont wna mentioned names but you know who you are.

Headed over to plaza with Vvv, Jiayu and Royston.
Chitchatted with Royston all the way. He left halfway through.
Headed to library with the ladies. Chithchatted and gossipped.
Then homed alone :)
Really enjoyed life like this with no disturbance.

2 Dec was the last day we texted this way, we quarrelled this way.
Saw each other in the morning but yet we didnt talked at all. coldness..
I felt im the one causing all your unhappiness.
Times and times i wna leave but yet, you held me back.
We quarrelled, I cried. But yet, nothing could change the fact.
You said so much, told me so much, you apologised,
but yet, it still doesnt helped. At last everything went right.
You texted me the next morning, but i gave you an attitude. sorry..
This time i told you, why dont you leave me?
You said you wouldnt do so and assured me, then it turn
out that was your last msg. You did left me, and you left without
even telling me.. Then it all ended. Without warning, without anything.

I really want to get over this soon. It's like i always tear when
i looked at the msges you send me. So sweet but so hurting..
This was what you told me once, now im telling you back.

Happiness,
You taught me how to smile and how to laugh. You taught me to
enjoy life to the fullest. You taught me life was more than just
relationships. You taught me happiness is something we have to pursuit
ourselves. It wouldnt just come knocking on your door. You proved to me
how happy you would be if i am too. You showed me our friendship was
not like the others. With quarrels but happiness. But when you left, i felt
like everything came crashing down ( sound so common),
but to be true, i really felt that. I felt that noone understand me. I felt that
noone was there for me. I felt like just locking myself up, away from this world.

Unhappiness,
Everytime we quarrelled, i never fail to cry. And everytime, i uses the most
hurting way, to hurt both of us. Whenever she's with you, i just couldnt
help to feel unhappy. Was it my fault we distance away? I feel like this
friendships just couldnt hold on long any more. You said you treat me
more than a friend, but to me, i felt like someone unimportant to you.
I just couldnt feel what we had in the past. You said i shouldnt live in
the past. You said i should just let go of this. You said it's pointless.
You said so much, so hurting stuffs. You didnt thought how i felt.
You just said what you wna say, and now, what i left, was just unhappy
memories of us quarrelling whole day long.

Coldness,
Every morning when i woke up, the first i thought was you.
But yet everytime i msged you, you wouldnt reply.
Then i would msged you again, and you gave me some excuses..
Everytime, you would just reply me one word reply, but to keep
the conversation on, i tried to bear with the pain of your coldness.
Then when i talked you, you always gave me those cold attitude,
it's killing me, it's really killing me. Im not like her, i cant express myself
well. I cant tell you how much it's hurting me. I cant even cry to show you
how much i want you by my side. So i choose to tolerate and bear, and
in exchanged, i was not even given a goodbye but just cold attitudes again
and again.

There's nothing much i can do about this. I can only say,
Goodbye and live life happier than me..

This emptiness showed me how far you've gone..

I miss you, i really do.
This love/friendship ended.
Thanks for making me like a prostitute.
When you needed me you find me,
when you didnt need me you left me alone.
Thanks..

Im just like a puppet being manipulated.

Painless pain,
It felt so numbed.

Ignore what i wrote above, it's rubbish ._.

Today was a fun and tiring day. : )
Headed to Factory outlet to shop.
Then headed to the peak, something happened and
im lazy to elaborate. Headed to the Wax museum and it's
so cool. Rated about 3 a quarter to 4 :)
Then after that ate some food and headed to the top.
Very cooling and breezy indeed.
And the scenery up there is super splendid and pretty. : )

Headed to more shoppings and got myself a skirt.
I was limbing all the way cause my leg was hurting and the
shoe is breaking ._. Lol.

K, shall end here i think.
Very interested about the self study stuffs : )
Haha! kkk, Nights. : )

Second day in Hongkong : )

Using brother lappy to blog again!
Early in the morning and it rained.
And the weather here is veryvery good you know!
Luv it so so much! Very windy and cooling!
Hahaha!

Headed to pray this early afternoon!
Prayed for happiness and next year studies! Haha!
Such a different kellybei right?
Bought myself stuffs!
A short, a legging, a hoodie, a heels/boots and 2 bags! :) :) :)
Made me really happy happy.
Kellybei is a happy girl.
Sis bought much stuff too!
Left 3 days and i will be back!

Kkkk, gonna go Pao Jiao now!
Miss me!
Ciaos people! Luvs : ) : ) : )

Happy happy Kelly :)

Heyheyhey! Im currently in Hongkong :)
Using my brother's lappy to blog.
Should thank him for being such a kind soul for lending me! :)

Left early in the morning at six. Only texted Yanling & J'bro.
Wanted to bring my Hp but in the end left it home.
So people, no worries and text me.
Text would be reply when im back you know.

Did nothing much but just shopping around.
Bought myself a Boyfriend Tee that cause $20 plusplus Singapore
money. Things here are cheap you know. Tee shirts at $10 plus plus.
Tank top at less than $8. Hahas!

Tmr would be heading to the temple to pray.
Then Tuesday would head to the Prada Factory outlet and Stuffs.
Am veyr excited about going to the peak to look at the night view there :)
Wednesday would be heading to Macau as the adults want to Gamble.
Me and sis would have plans on our own i guess.
Thurs would be last min shopping then Home-sweet-home :)
Reaching singapore at about 5 plusplus.

Friday and Mon would accompany Vvv and laogong to self study.
Missing those self study people!
And also Co, Yanling and J'bro : )
J'bro is in Genting now i guess.
Hope he would have a good time there and enjoy himself like me!

Kellybei is such a happy girl now.
Hopefully this mood and positive attitude continues.
Being Happy is what i have always wna be.
Bring happiness to people around me and myself.

Alright, me shall end here!
On the way to my Lala Land soon!!! : )
Sweet dreams my dear friends!
And takecare oh! Misses & Luvs :)

And when you send me that msg,
i felt the whole world turned into black..

And this time, you told me something that hurt me more.
Something i expected right from the starting,
Something i couldn't accept though,
Phone vibrated twice, and both aren't yours.
And i was still foolish enough to think your msg will come in,
No it wouldnt, everything have ended.

Bro texted me this :
"What's meant to be yours will be yours eventually"

I wanted to tell Bro so much he wouldn't returned anymore.
I wanted to tell Bro so much that girl won.
I wanted to tell Bro how much it's hurting me deep down,
Then i swallowed everything, and sad nothing.

Lollipop told me this in MSN:
"He accept her, ask him go bang wall"

I told Lollipop she isn't that bad.
I told Lollipop im the one with bad taste, liking him.
I told Lollipop im fine, im really fine.
But yet, my heart is hurting deep down,
But yet, i swallowed what i want to say again.

This time, i felt my heart got stabbed by someone.
I felt my heart slowly turning numb.
I wanted to someone to talk to, and realised there is noone.
Im really helpless, i just couldnt help to think where went wrong,
Thought about the past, thought how he much lies and excuses
he had said and i believed every single one of them.
Thought how much he used to be there, and now all gone.
Thought how i expected the truth would be, and now,
i really understood how my friends felt when whatever i said came true,
Now i hated all this i thought of, i hate how much im thinking.

I rather now we go back to quarrelling. I rather He hadnt brought she
to his house that day. I rather i was the one crying.
There's so much i rather i did so, but now, what is left to say?
Nothing right, Nothing can rewind to the past.
I hope you know what kind of girl she is, or maybe, to you,
she is perfectly alright. Or maybe, both of you are just the same kind of people.

I regret doing those stuff the past, regret i didnt told you how much
you meant to me, regret knowing you, regret everything.,
I thought all this was happy memories, and it turned out i couldnt
even find one happy memory with you.

Why did things turn out this way? How should i explain?
Should i just leave? Isnt this what we have been quarrelling all this while.,
Now you've got her, i can leave isnt it. Im no longer important.
I made you choose who was more important in the past.
You chose me, but now, i can say, she definitely more important.

I remember your back view when you are using the com,
I remember you sat beside me in the bus, the smell of you,
I remember how you slept in the bus, under the block.
I remember how you smiled, how you laughed, how you joked.
I remember how your eyes was blood shot, but you still accompanied me.
I remember how you sang me to sleep,
Now everything ended.

Boy, Give me the last chance to say goodbye before everything ends..

Kellybei wants to drink badly,
How i hope that when i wake up next morning, everything
is back to normal, but the fact is, it wouldnt ):

You returned for awhile, and left again..
Happy monthsary to Lil'girlfriend! (051209) :)
Happy advanced monthsary to Dearest (061209) :)


( Overdued pictures with Michellebei)

Caught something on facebook that made me smiled.
It's damn cute and damn lovelove you know :)
Im not gonna share what it is but its definitely Love :)
And because i saw that thing, i saw another thing that remind
me of the past, a past that i will never forget..
And continued seeing stuffs that made me laugh alot,

Continued to facebook hop and saw someone's facebook,
and i realised how much that person changed. It's been about
1 year since i saw that person, kinda of miss him/her.. :)
Like you know when i saw the photos and know you are so
happy now, im happy for you too :) Smiles!

And then, im tired of facebook and went bloghopping ._.

K, my eyes is irritating me many. And my fringe too.
Wanna go trim my bangs but not cut till like straight bangs.
Dont wna be like the royston yeoh like that!! Hahah!

Suddenly remember clique went out to celebrate J's birthday today.
Gave it a skip though he asked me whether i wna go.
Dont wna spoil his/their day with my bad mood and attitude yknow.
I know i've been giving them attitude these days.
I sincerely apologised to them. Sigh, why am i bringing everyone
unhappiness ):

Texted Noel'bro last night, and he cheered me up.
He thought i would do silly stuffs to hurt myself like drinking and cutting my wrist.
Though the thought did came through my mind, but no,
i would not return to that silly and stupid actions of mine, :)
And thanks bro for accompanying till i fell asleep, and accompanying me
while he's having a food poisoning. Hope he gets well soon. :)

Am awaiting the Co outing soon :)
With the girls: Anling, Athirah, Natalie, Jereen, Jiayu, Judith, Yiwei
and the guys : Bryan, Chuazheng, Clement, Junqiang.
And hopefully everyone turns up.
Noone is blamed for any others unhappiness yeah,
So please dont blame yourself. :)
Anyway, everyone is welcomed to come luh, (if no conflict)
But i think the above names mentioned, are the confirmed list of peeps going :)



(Overdued picture taken w Cheryl)

This was taken when we went to send Co off for their overseas trip.
Till now after listening their stories, i still didnt regret never going :)
Maybe i just missed another class gathering/ outing :( Ha.
Missed this girl here. She went off to China already.
Texted with Klaus last night and he's missing her so much :)
She's coming back on the tenth, the same date as me!


(Overdued picture taken outside Nic's house)

So much memories happened in just 2 days.
Nothing much to say. For your info, if you see anything,
it's not mine. Im just holding for my friend when Cheryl lee took
this really ugly picture of me >:/



(overdued photos of 25 & 26 Nov)


( #01: Letter to J's, #02: Random,#03: My blue nails :) )

And tada, Me!!!

(#01&03: Just taken! #02: Just woken up:/)

Kkk, Longlonglong post :/
Tmr flying off to Hongkong already. Same as J's.
He's going to genting tmr too :) A break for the me and him i guess :)
Need to really relax myself and enjoy life a lil :)
Im coming back on 10th, just in time for that asshole's birthday on 11th. :)
But im going for self-study on 11th. Guess i wouldnt meet him.
Study and rest on 12, 13th then heading to grandma's place on 14th.
15th heading to Genting with cousins and granmother.
Back on 17th :) remind me that Royston yeoh would be in genting from
15 to 17 too. Feel like fainting man. Last year december exactly the same
as him. This year again! Somemore he still ask me meet him in Genting
Thinking too much man him!!! Hahas.
Then on 18th got my Retest for Social Studies! Hopefull things will be good ah!
21 and 23 Ss Lecture by Santohk Singh i think. Gosh!

Alright, Whatever shit. Byebye peepos!

爱情总让人折磨
所以我们才选择 做比情人更好的朋友 :')

If you promised you would stay,
why you chose to left without a word in the end?



Was looking through my lead.com emails and i saw some
emails send by the teachers,
And apparently, Mrkok is donating $100 under the class of 3A
to the cambodia kids there :)
And then i chanced upon Ivanlee's email and saw this :

"To let go is painful, but not letting go is more painful.
To control your anger hurts you, but not controlling your anger hurts others.
To forgive is forgetting, and to forget is forgiving."

Y'know it kinda of touched my heart when i saw this? (Smiles!)

Headed to schl this morning with a not really happy mood.
Went over to Vvv's house then met up with Jiayu.
Headed to schl and settled down for self-studies.
Am glad the guys there cheered me up with their stupid and silly acts :)
Dont wna mentioned names but you know who you are.

Headed over to plaza with Vvv, Jiayu and Royston.
Chitchatted with Royston all the way. He left halfway through.
Headed to library with the ladies. Chithchatted and gossipped.
Then homed alone :)
Really enjoyed life like this with no disturbance.

2 Dec was the last day we texted this way, we quarrelled this way.
Saw each other in the morning but yet we didnt talked at all. coldness..
I felt im the one causing all your unhappiness.
Times and times i wna leave but yet, you held me back.
We quarrelled, I cried. But yet, nothing could change the fact.
You said so much, told me so much, you apologised,
but yet, it still doesnt helped. At last everything went right.
You texted me the next morning, but i gave you an attitude. sorry..
This time i told you, why dont you leave me?
You said you wouldnt do so and assured me, then it turn
out that was your last msg. You did left me, and you left without
even telling me.. Then it all ended. Without warning, without anything.

I really want to get over this soon. It's like i always tear when
i looked at the msges you send me. So sweet but so hurting..
This was what you told me once, now im telling you back.

Happiness,
You taught me how to smile and how to laugh. You taught me to
enjoy life to the fullest. You taught me life was more than just
relationships. You taught me happiness is something we have to pursuit
ourselves. It wouldnt just come knocking on your door. You proved to me
how happy you would be if i am too. You showed me our friendship was
not like the others. With quarrels but happiness. But when you left, i felt
like everything came crashing down ( sound so common),
but to be true, i really felt that. I felt that noone understand me. I felt that
noone was there for me. I felt like just locking myself up, away from this world.

Unhappiness,
Everytime we quarrelled, i never fail to cry. And everytime, i uses the most
hurting way, to hurt both of us. Whenever she's with you, i just couldnt
help to feel unhappy. Was it my fault we distance away? I feel like this
friendships just couldnt hold on long any more. You said you treat me
more than a friend, but to me, i felt like someone unimportant to you.
I just couldnt feel what we had in the past. You said i shouldnt live in
the past. You said i should just let go of this. You said it's pointless.
You said so much, so hurting stuffs. You didnt thought how i felt.
You just said what you wna say, and now, what i left, was just unhappy
memories of us quarrelling whole day long.

Coldness,
Every morning when i woke up, the first i thought was you.
But yet everytime i msged you, you wouldnt reply.
Then i would msged you again, and you gave me some excuses..
Everytime, you would just reply me one word reply, but to keep
the conversation on, i tried to bear with the pain of your coldness.
Then when i talked you, you always gave me those cold attitude,
it's killing me, it's really killing me. Im not like her, i cant express myself
well. I cant tell you how much it's hurting me. I cant even cry to show you
how much i want you by my side. So i choose to tolerate and bear, and
in exchanged, i was not even given a goodbye but just cold attitudes again
and again.

There's nothing much i can do about this. I can only say,
Goodbye and live life happier than me..

This emptiness showed me how far you've gone..

I miss you, i really do.
This love/friendship ended.
Thanks for making me like a prostitute.
When you needed me you find me,
when you didnt need me you left me alone.
Thanks..

Im just like a puppet being manipulated.